Omg, I can relate to you so much and have the same problem. I also have pcos and insulin resistance. Doctors prescribed metformin but they advised me to lose the weight myself and I couldnt keep up with the pills because of the side effects. I also had a diet like yours and walked hours and hours when I was also sickly thin. My weight fluctuates a lot, I lose and gain and now am at one of my highest weight which I hate. I feel constantly tired and just crave sugar, etc. all the time and I am tired of restricting, so I guess my body just gave up and started eating a lot... I really don't know the answer to your problem too but all I can say is that you aren't alone and I hope we can just be healthy bodily and mentally without excess weight and an ed. I think we shouldn't restrict a lot too because it just backfires. We should be patient and slow and just focus on feeling better while exercising and eating. I really don't know. I think restricting or controlling too much just backfires.
I think you should keep your confidence because what you did is not something everyone can do and this makes you really special and strong. She didn't deserve what you were doing for her and uprooting your life was maybe not a logical idea but you couldn't predict that, so it is understandable at the same time. I know the feeling that you feel weary after giving giving giving and draining yourself. It literally takes out everything filling that shell and you feel empty and worn out but then you are actually really strong and dedicated, doing everything to get what you want and not bending, which are enough reasons to feel self confident. As I said she didn't deserve whatever you were working for and you weren't at the same level, thus she leaving you herself and not draining you more for nothing. I pity her, she chose to drag herself down and I think it must be her who is a shell of herself after all. You are still you, a strong and affectionate person, doing things for the people you love which is a rare asset these days.
People with Aquarius Venus tend to approach love in a more detached manner (it’s not that they can’t feel/show affection, their partners need to respect their need for space and give them plenty of freedom to be themselves). So naturally a clingy partner who wants to be under your skin all the time won’t be for you
The funny thing is I am usually the one who is more clingy :( I mean recently I come to the realization that yes I am tend to be more independent and just need trust not to be clingy like that but it is always about trust and usually men I like are avoidant of any serious relstionship (I see relationships as life/journey partnership and need trust and friendship and passion).
Thanks! Actually it depends but in all relationships I have been giving more and hoping more and trying to build more, yes. I can make the move easily but then whoever I like doesn't like me back enough so not really wanting the relationship or caring about it and just making me do all the work sometimes. I start a relationship thinking they are decent and also love me but then in the end they don't work for it as much as me I think and it becomes toxic and I feel so unsafe that one of us just break up in the end.
Sorry if this is outta pocket but why are you asking the tarot something that you have direct control over? Like you’re the one who makes the decision if you’re going to meet your bf, not the tarot.
Thanks a lot! This explanation really helps, I wanted to see actually if the problems may prevent us from meeting or not because even if I work really hard and get the visa, the decision is still at the hands of the passport police. And money wise I have some concerns too. But I'll ask the way you suggested too, thank you!
Ohhh I see. Sorry, I don’t really know the way it works in other countries. Because of your explanation the spread is a bit clearer now, so let me take a stab at it.
If you’re having difficulty finding a viable partner that meets your needs and that you see fit to commit to then that might be because the ruler of your 7th house of relationships and marriage is Mars and it is debilitated in Libra which rules your sixth house. Things such as your passion, sexuality or drive (all topics of Mars) are hindered from being expressed because you are unable to find fitting partners or lack romance in your life (partnership and romance are all topics of Libra). The fact that your Mars also applies to a square with Saturn doubles down on this theme. Saturn is the planet of limitations, delay, denial.
That’s easier said than done. Saturn gives us lessons we can only internalise with time and effort. Only you can decipher what these lessons are by breaking down the components of your chart. I for example have a Venus square Saturn in my chart and relate very much to the question you asked. My Venus sits in Gemini in my 1st house and my Saturn sits in Pisces in my 11th house. A healthy Gemini Venus is curious, open, lighthearted, experimental but I had to learn through time and a lot of pain that I oftentimes went into relationships in a very serious and heavy (Saturn) way, my religious upbringing (Saturn in Pisces) made me incredibly fearful (Saturn) of being experimental, carefree, lighthearted often out of fear of how the religious group/society I was brought up in (Saturn in the 11th) would judge me, therefore my Gemini Venus was never able to express itself freely and I ended up thwarting relationships before they could even bloom or isolating (Pisces/Saturn) myself out of fear. Hope you can interpret your chart and find the healthiest ways Mars can thrive in Libra while being conscious of how an Aries Saturn in the 12th (your subconscious) could be hindering its expression.
Hmm I see, reading charts are really so in depth. Some astrologers agree with this difficulty but also said I may have a successful mariage in the future and a relationship with someone as I want. But I don't know, yes I need to learn lots of things first to take a step further as such, at least I am a bit self aware I guess. Thanks a lot for your interpretation!!
Fellow Turk here and I get what you're feeling. Hepimiz bir hapishanede gibiyiz, seyahat ozgurlugumuz bile yok ki maddi ozgurlugumuz zaten yok ve elimizdekilerle yapabildigimizi yapmaya calisiyoruz ama iste herkesin elindeki kartlar yeterince iyi degil. Yine de her seye ragmen kendimizi gelistirmekten baska sansimiz yok, en azindan bu koca ulkede hala senin benim gibi dusunen insanlar da var ve ortak fikirde oldugumuz insanlarla hayat gecirmek icin cabalayabiliriz. Yapabilecegimiz tek sey kendimizi gelistirmek iste, en azindan bu guce sahipsek bile sansliyiz sanirim.
Thanks a lot. Actually I believe that we are drawn to people who have what we don't have, like yin yang situation. I don't have that fiery energy in me and I've always been drawn to confident men like your description even though some were players... But still, I guess I need this fire energy in my life either way.
I strongly believe that we embody the energy of all of the Court Cards at one time or another, and we can borrow that energy when it will help us get on in life. My advice is to embody the King of Wands, not sit around and wait for one.
Thank you so much. I totally lack this king's energy tbh and been struggling with that for quite some time. I guess the issue is about self confidence.
Reading was positive even if she gave me a heads up due to the nature of the question. Hope everything goes well tomorrow
Thank you so much!! đź’ž
Lovely reader. Reading was very insightful and accurate.
Thanks a lot!! đź’š
Maybe you can meet in Turkey?
Omg, I can relate to you so much and have the same problem. I also have pcos and insulin resistance. Doctors prescribed metformin but they advised me to lose the weight myself and I couldnt keep up with the pills because of the side effects. I also had a diet like yours and walked hours and hours when I was also sickly thin. My weight fluctuates a lot, I lose and gain and now am at one of my highest weight which I hate. I feel constantly tired and just crave sugar, etc. all the time and I am tired of restricting, so I guess my body just gave up and started eating a lot... I really don't know the answer to your problem too but all I can say is that you aren't alone and I hope we can just be healthy bodily and mentally without excess weight and an ed. I think we shouldn't restrict a lot too because it just backfires. We should be patient and slow and just focus on feeling better while exercising and eating. I really don't know. I think restricting or controlling too much just backfires.
I feel this…
I think you should keep your confidence because what you did is not something everyone can do and this makes you really special and strong. She didn't deserve what you were doing for her and uprooting your life was maybe not a logical idea but you couldn't predict that, so it is understandable at the same time. I know the feeling that you feel weary after giving giving giving and draining yourself. It literally takes out everything filling that shell and you feel empty and worn out but then you are actually really strong and dedicated, doing everything to get what you want and not bending, which are enough reasons to feel self confident. As I said she didn't deserve whatever you were working for and you weren't at the same level, thus she leaving you herself and not draining you more for nothing. I pity her, she chose to drag herself down and I think it must be her who is a shell of herself after all. You are still you, a strong and affectionate person, doing things for the people you love which is a rare asset these days.
People with Aquarius Venus tend to approach love in a more detached manner (it’s not that they can’t feel/show affection, their partners need to respect their need for space and give them plenty of freedom to be themselves). So naturally a clingy partner who wants to be under your skin all the time won’t be for you
The funny thing is I am usually the one who is more clingy :( I mean recently I come to the realization that yes I am tend to be more independent and just need trust not to be clingy like that but it is always about trust and usually men I like are avoidant of any serious relstionship (I see relationships as life/journey partnership and need trust and friendship and passion).
Question…. Are these potential guys choosing you or you choosing them?
Thanks! Actually it depends but in all relationships I have been giving more and hoping more and trying to build more, yes. I can make the move easily but then whoever I like doesn't like me back enough so not really wanting the relationship or caring about it and just making me do all the work sometimes. I start a relationship thinking they are decent and also love me but then in the end they don't work for it as much as me I think and it becomes toxic and I feel so unsafe that one of us just break up in the end.
Sorry if this is outta pocket but why are you asking the tarot something that you have direct control over? Like you’re the one who makes the decision if you’re going to meet your bf, not the tarot.
Thanks a lot! This explanation really helps, I wanted to see actually if the problems may prevent us from meeting or not because even if I work really hard and get the visa, the decision is still at the hands of the passport police. And money wise I have some concerns too. But I'll ask the way you suggested too, thank you!
Ohhh I see. Sorry, I don’t really know the way it works in other countries. Because of your explanation the spread is a bit clearer now, so let me take a stab at it.
No, it's okay and I always need new perspectives.
I am about to travel across the world just to be with him. I don't know if it is silly but risky af.
If you’re having difficulty finding a viable partner that meets your needs and that you see fit to commit to then that might be because the ruler of your 7th house of relationships and marriage is Mars and it is debilitated in Libra which rules your sixth house. Things such as your passion, sexuality or drive (all topics of Mars) are hindered from being expressed because you are unable to find fitting partners or lack romance in your life (partnership and romance are all topics of Libra). The fact that your Mars also applies to a square with Saturn doubles down on this theme. Saturn is the planet of limitations, delay, denial.
This seems really bleak. But is there any hope?
That’s easier said than done. Saturn gives us lessons we can only internalise with time and effort. Only you can decipher what these lessons are by breaking down the components of your chart. I for example have a Venus square Saturn in my chart and relate very much to the question you asked. My Venus sits in Gemini in my 1st house and my Saturn sits in Pisces in my 11th house. A healthy Gemini Venus is curious, open, lighthearted, experimental but I had to learn through time and a lot of pain that I oftentimes went into relationships in a very serious and heavy (Saturn) way, my religious upbringing (Saturn in Pisces) made me incredibly fearful (Saturn) of being experimental, carefree, lighthearted often out of fear of how the religious group/society I was brought up in (Saturn in the 11th) would judge me, therefore my Gemini Venus was never able to express itself freely and I ended up thwarting relationships before they could even bloom or isolating (Pisces/Saturn) myself out of fear. Hope you can interpret your chart and find the healthiest ways Mars can thrive in Libra while being conscious of how an Aries Saturn in the 12th (your subconscious) could be hindering its expression.
Hmm I see, reading charts are really so in depth. Some astrologers agree with this difficulty but also said I may have a successful mariage in the future and a relationship with someone as I want. But I don't know, yes I need to learn lots of things first to take a step further as such, at least I am a bit self aware I guess. Thanks a lot for your interpretation!!
Fellow Turk here and I get what you're feeling. Hepimiz bir hapishanede gibiyiz, seyahat ozgurlugumuz bile yok ki maddi ozgurlugumuz zaten yok ve elimizdekilerle yapabildigimizi yapmaya calisiyoruz ama iste herkesin elindeki kartlar yeterince iyi degil. Yine de her seye ragmen kendimizi gelistirmekten baska sansimiz yok, en azindan bu koca ulkede hala senin benim gibi dusunen insanlar da var ve ortak fikirde oldugumuz insanlarla hayat gecirmek icin cabalayabiliriz. Yapabilecegimiz tek sey kendimizi gelistirmek iste, en azindan bu guce sahipsek bile sansliyiz sanirim.
Hello! I'd love to exchange readings. You can send me a message.
It could be advice for you- what you need to start embodying in order to find love, or who you should be looking for.
Thanks a lot. Actually I believe that we are drawn to people who have what we don't have, like yin yang situation. I don't have that fiery energy in me and I've always been drawn to confident men like your description even though some were players... But still, I guess I need this fire energy in my life either way.
I strongly believe that we embody the energy of all of the Court Cards at one time or another, and we can borrow that energy when it will help us get on in life. My advice is to embody the King of Wands, not sit around and wait for one.
Thank you so much. I totally lack this king's energy tbh and been struggling with that for quite some time. I guess the issue is about self confidence.
Maybe you're intensely looking for the right one?
Hmm I couldn't understand what you mean exactly. Is it like I am searching for someone really much and this creates that energy?
Do you have fire placements in your natal chart?
Actually I have more air and lack fire in my chart, which is strange now thinking about it lol.